| i'm sorta bored |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|02:34 am] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Where'd you go - the mighty mighty bosstones | ] |
hrmm, lets try something
5 Loves:
1. Ang
2. Ska (music in general)
3. The Computer
4. The Ocean
5. Macaroni and cheese
5 Hates:
1. The New York Yankee's
2. Emo
3. Donna
4. Knocking over full pallets and having to clean them up
5. Ryan Strouse
5 Intrests:
1. Playing My Guitar
2. Deep Sea Fishing
3. Driving
4. Reading the newspaper
5. Filming
5 Pet Peeves:
1. fat drunk skinheads at shows who are just "trying to have fun"
2. "Overly" italian people who need to prove it by acting tough
3. making shitty macaroni and cheese
4. smokers who blow it in ur face
5. drunks who take my guitar when i'm playing it
5 good memories
1. 1 year with me and ang
2. playing at relay
3. meeting the planet smashers
4. warped tour with timmy jimmy and ed
5. flordia trip with the football team
5 bad memories
1. mom leaving for arizona
2. getting fired
3. car accident
4. squirts
5. ashley moving out (although donna moving out was cool)
5 things u wish u never said:
1. "people look jewish"-to pidge, jeff and elly
2. "i wanna play football"-back in the days of yore
3. "i liked her legs"-to ang in the car once
4. "no dad, i think donna's cool"-numerous times
5. "whats lactating?"-at work to alex
5 things u wish u had said:
1. "Fuck You!"-numerous persons over the years
2. "Holy shit, we're in harlem"-waiting for the bus at warped tour
3. "all the yankee's could burn in hell for all i care"-leo and vince at work
4. "damn it donna ur the lazy asshole"-at home
5. "clint, shut the fuck up"(wait i did say that)
5 things u need to get this month
1. Ang's birthday and aniversey gift
2. This is spinal tap
3. Fable
4. The Pietasters "willis"
5. Pizza
5 things i could avoid this month
1. Fast Food
2. Sleeping till 1
3. binging on buying cd's
4. unnessasary trips to walmart
5. staying up to late, like i'm doing now
5 things u need to do this week
1. Hang with ang
2. Jam with jeff once or twice
3. clean my room
4. clean my car
5. pack a lunch
u can add more if u like, this is all i can think of |
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| ...and this is gonna be the last time u hear me complain |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|01:54 am] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | my town - buck-o-nine | ] |
my first walmart paycheck came in and it was everything i expected it to be. it came out to be $319.57, which is still weak. i counted up my hours and it only worked out to be 45 hours, which is only about one week. now once my full two week paycheck comes in, i'm gonna be rolling in the dough. i saw this guy travis's paycheck and it was $555.00 . i was fuckin floored if thats how much i'm gonna be making, i'm gonna friggin cream my pants. i mean granted half of it is going to be going to my dad. but that fact i can say i pull in like 500 dollars a week blows my damn mind.
ang woke up late today. she was gonna come over. but she woke me up. and i was in such deep sleep that when i woke up i was shaking, it was fuckin werid. but she had to work at 1 and she called me at 11. i was sorta bummed, but absence makes the heart grow fonder i suspose. we're seeing resident evil on friday. its gonna be awesome. its crazy it'll be a full week without seeing her. like even when we were both on vactation i called alot. were so busy now we both can't spend much time on the phone. so its sort of rough. but we'll make time for each other we always do. thats what makes us strong i belive. and that we'll be together for a long while.
jeff comes over tomarrow and we're gonna jam. haven't jammed in a while, hopefully we write some cool shit. i've been writing a good on and off latly. hopefully jeffs got some good stuff.
well i'm off for actual alone time. or the shower. which ever comes first END TRANSMISSION |
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| One week in counting |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|12:48 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| | awake | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Daddy Cry - The toasters | ] |
amazing how a year can go by and totally seem like a week. its awesome though. i hung around with ang all weekend basically along with jaimee and anthony. we hung out at jaimees house on friday and had to go pick up her mad thuggish sister, cause don't ya know, its hard to live in the hood, when ur hoods shahola. she was real bitchy to us though when pickin her up. so i yelled at her and i think i made her cry. but i don't care. she deserves everything she got. later on in the night we went to get a vcr and she screamed at the top of her lungs to wake up her parents, and jaimee got in trouble for it. white women gangsta's are the worst. there the ppl u wish would get kicked in the throat. or run over by a bus.
other then that it was cool, we watched excorsist and dumbo. dumbo's awesome. ang and jaimee went to work. so me and ant came back to my house and watched the aquabats dvd. he was quite intriged and proceeded to borrow my aquabats cd. so i'm glad i'm spreading ska to the masses.
which reminds me, jeff was at elly's on saturday so i couldn't get a hold of him to see if we could jam or not. we will soon though. its just rough in every aspect. so i mean it will happen soon enough.
anyway its almost a year for me and ang now and i can't wait. i'm gonna take her to the renasaince fair and buy her anything she wants. it'll be so awesome i can't wait, i'm just glad that its been a year, 9/11 (go figure eh).
wow so i'm actually writing in this things. who knows whats next to bring |
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| summer, if life couldn't get more tidious |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|01:16 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | King of wasted time - The Taj Motel Trio | ] |
so summer came and summer went. i know i really haven't put anything in here all summer. and its not like anyone reads this anyway. i read other peoples but theres rules. any way summer:
I graduated. so surreal, to one extent it was joyus, but the other let out just stress of that place. hence why after us, no class will ever have privledges ever. to sum it up in one statement, we threw chairs, end of story. My mom came up and met ang, it was good for that few hours. she had to go right home. she told me the whole story but its way to complicated right now.
I went to arizona for about 2 weeks. it was ok, but it was drama up the asshole. great place to visit, but i would never live there. granted i didn't have a car i could drive to explore like i wanted, that just might have been why. i went tubing down the salt river. i rly enjoy'd that, i wanted to do it when i came back but it was cold as hell. the summer wasn't much of a summer rly. it was all cold and junk, and rly couldn't be enjoy'd to its fullest. the 6th of septmeber is one year since mama left. so thats kinda werid. i'm gonna go back out sometimes round christmas or thanksgiving or somethin.
Speaking of aniversey's. september 11th(ironic ain't it) is me and ang's year. the year went by quick. i realized over the summer ang is the greatest thing to ever happen to me. i can rly count on her for anything and i love her to death. i'm glad it happened. shes going to sussex now. i need to apply there. i realized that sat's are worthless once u get into sussex, other colleges don't look at em once u've graduated from it. so i figure sussex for 2 years. then look around. i saw a cool college near the shore, monmouth university looks awesome. then maybe i think bout it, i might go to cali like i dream over. maybe i'll stay around here, see how the bands goin.
Summer was a typical summer for OL, we didn't practice much, and things we were promised were taken away. but thats how we roll. john briggs began selling, that rly shocked me. we met this cool kid named nick from jersey who might be drumming with us every so often. i saw burd like 3 times over the summer, which rly sucks. saw jeff little more. barly saw josh at all. which sucks. but this fall we'll be practicing a lot, i hope.
Speaking of music, i got my baby, Gibson 67' faded Cherry Top FLying V (Vivian). its sweet as hell. also a pedal, which i don't know whats its about. i got at least over a dozen cds if not more from my birthday and such. i went to warped and got a planet smashers dvd and cd.
Concert wise i didn't hit up as many as i intended. it was susposed to be. streetlight and Big D, RBF catch rx bandits lucky boys confusion and suburban legends, warped tour, AAA and madcap, and Authority zero. i only saw wapred and RBF. But i discoverd greatness in RBF, FLoggin Molly, suburban legends, planet smashers, NOFX, ASOB, and Vandals while there. RBF i saw in arizona so i went by myself.
Warped i went with Ed, Timmy and jimmy, and all of there gf's. we took the pathtrains, and broke laws and were standing in harlem. it was all in good fun. Me and ed hung out a lot this summer. thats all i rly hung out with though: Ang Ed, gus, Jaimee and anthony and brie. I got to know ash a lot more then just someone i used to work at BW with. SHe going though some rough stuff with her and her bf, so i'm trying to help as much as i can. i should rly call timmy and see if he wants to hang. with me not working at kfc anymore its werid seeing ppl from there.
well that an update if u could call it that. its 1:42, and i have work at 4 at walmart, unloading trucks, i never thought i'd get so sick of seeing brown. so i'm off, maybe i'll write in this more then again i saw that everytime |
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| someones gotta be optimistic |
[Jul. 18th, 2004|12:24 am] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | brother brother - the bruce lee band | ] |
mine as well be me
i'm writing as i go. by the way i was inspired by kyle on south park saying "dude, that sucks ass". and by the bruce lee band
Not everything in life sucks ass
written by c. decker
(verse 1)
no palticular reasons why things are a mess
maybe i should settle down and just revlive this stress
because it'll just give me wrinkles in my head
and by 35 i'll end up dead
not everything in life, sucks ass
maybe sometimes things go just to fast
but theres no reason to fret or cry
cause things will go on bye and bye
(prechorus)
you can get mad
or you can get sad
your just making it harder on yourself
you can stomp your feet
you could blow some steem
reguardless if your expressions are heart felt
just think of somethings
that you and me
have and not think of other people in the world
just think of the times
that you and I
have that no one else has in the world
(Chorus)
Not everything in life sucks ass
sometimes things just seem good
if your postitives way the negatives
everything would be the way it would
(angie has just called me, and since i can't multitask, i will continue this later) |
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| i watch point break way to much |
[May. 18th, 2004|12:40 am] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| | artistic | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Danny Says - LTJ | ] |
cause this is what happens when u watch it
Moving to california
written by c.decker
verse 1
if heaven was a place that i could move to
it would be a place where everything seems true
when new your city is just around the block
all of the hype just becomes talk
prechorus
because i don't care if its warm or cold
but the east coast has become so old
no great beaches, just plain old seaside
i wanna find a place where i can ride in the tide
verse 2
maybe i've just watched a little too much "point break"
keannue reeves had fun, and it doesn't seem to fake
your governors from europe, and he likes it just fine
if he found his heaven here, then surely it is mine
(repeat pre-chorus)
chorus
because i have never left pennsylvania
i just wanna move to california
never been farther west then florida
i just wanna move to california
verse 3/ending
gonna move to long beach
gonna learn how to surf
gonna watch the oakland raiders
play on astro turf
gonna go to san dimeas
chill at a circle k
gonna see the chinese theathre
if they let me in L.A
gonna visit hollywood
and meet up with the fonz
gonna drive to san fransico
and yell at barry bonds
gonna travel to anaheim
and see the mighty ducks
gonna stay out san jose
cause i herd there hockey sucks
gonna hang in compton
and become a true "G"
gonna stay in california
cause its the life for me
and i don't really care
if my mom lives in arizona
cause i am
moving to california |
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| Oh yeah life don't suck |
[May. 14th, 2004|12:12 am] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| |  optimistic | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | The Happy Song - The Taj Motel Trio | ] |
well its been about about a month since i've updated, but i figure a journal is moreless just susposed to reflect on times, when u do it every day it gets tidious, plus half the time i am busy any way.
well its now 8 months with me and angie, things are starting to get really serious now, prom is about a week away and mad stoaked, prom last year was stellar being the situation i was in, now that its my prom, its gonna be fuckin sweet. as long as good ol prom drama doesn't rear its ugly head. but i don't think it will be with me and angie. things will be good. she just got a job at t.j max, and shes been losing a lot of weight latley, i'm so proud of her. since we started dating, me and and her have grown so much with each other its such a nice thing we have going. so that was the month in review of the gf.
as for the band. this month was quite lackluster due to my hetic schudle and all with me working. but now may starts and the laz is back in full force with all members back home. hell even john knapp swung by the other day and jammed with us. we got relay coming up. briggs is sort of nervous of us playing in front of people. but i mean we know that we won't disappoint. and we might be playing marc enzors party. along with that, jeff got an email saying some dude saw our shitty little site, and wants to play us on a radio station in ohio, search me, thats fuckin outta the blue. and finally, brando is charging 25 an hour to record, so finally we will have our cd out. this summer will be the summer of the laz. i can feel it in my bones.
as for concerts this month. just one i saw, and it will probably be the last one for a while untill warped or untill i go to arizona. i saw reel big fish. its was good. saw some old freinds, hung out with the new. it was fun had by all. there was this homeless guy who if u gave him money u could like insult him and punch him. i nearly kicked all his clothes round the parking lot. good times.
Cd news, i bought the end is near by five iron frenzy, its there last cd. turned me latley into a FIF fanatic, i really respect the fact that they take so much critism abotu being a christian band and just use it to make such good tunes. and whats so funny is that every song they have isn;t about god, but everyone thinks it is so they don't listen. but there so nice. its starting to get me back into my heavenly ways. lol now that i think about it, the only other awesome perchase i got is a band called the forces of evil(with a little help from jam master jeff), but its not about satan, that what the mepheskapheles are about lol.
no crazy philisophies latley, other then the two 3rd wave capitals are California and jersey. California ska has a different sound then east coast (jersey) ska. and i mean we play jersey ska, and its makes me even harder to want to go to cali, to see what its like. i think i would love it.
uh i think thats it. cool beans. i'm out bitches. |
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| The Toasters |
[Apr. 11th, 2004|08:00 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| | still burnt | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Angry Anthem - The Forces Of Evil | ] |
I Saw The Toasters the other night. what a fuckin sick concert. its gotta be up there with the bosstones show, and thats good considering, i never herd of any of the bands that were playing. there were 6 bands playing, that a new record for me.
the first band was the naked citizens, which are my age, and are from middle town. i was quite impressed. i knew i had herd of the name somewhere. i found out it was some band who did this song of SOundclick.com that i always passed over. reguardless. i went outside to put away my merch i bought, and i saw the lead guitar player/singer. i started talking to him. he's mad cool. there all our age, so i left a message on there message bored to contact me, maybe we could jam sometime.
needless to say whilest i was talking to them, jeff, kate, josh, amamda, and elly had to sit through this terrible punk band called schizmatic playing. i came in, and the first thing i herd was this guy going "it took me 86 years to write this song" the song was "fuck you" just random punk chords and the random fuck you. then he descided to smash an acoustic, for no reason. and it wasn't even cause he was nuts, he just smashed it to look cool. that sorta shit bugs me cause i know how much they suck and there trying to be cool by smashing a guitar. it ur playing it an it was the one u where playing its cool. but if a lead singer took a guitar he prob bought for 3 dollars and smashes it. its not punk my friend. its trying to hard.
next band through us for a loop, cause we thought that they might had head lined. cause all the posters had them over the toasters. but it was only cause it was there return concert. they were called perfect thyroid. bad name, good band. it was ska fusion this guy told me. like ska/rock/fun/jazz combo. needless to say it was cool. i was quite intriged. they had a song called "cat butt". and like the "fuck you" song it was funny. a cool intrumental with a funny solgan. good times had by all.
jupiter sunrise. no words can describe how awful this band was. emo to the max. all that was missing was me hanging from the rapters by a rope. they tried to do an all acoustic song. baaaaaaad move. nothing plugged in. 2 acoustic guitars singing to a bunch of girls in the front row. this drunk guy who miussed thryroid went nuts. thyroid fans are nuts i've come to the conculsion. the balcony where i was at all where yelling cat calls. it was quite mean. i every so often screamed "i didn't know chris caraba(sp) was here" joke. this guy behind me went crazy though. told the guy to get the fuck off the stage, and started yelling "skeet skeet skeet" i had a feeling it was driected toward the asian man that was singing. i thought that was crossing the line. kill the emo, don't make the ethnic joke, thats going to far. towards the end they tried to get all hard and stuff, the same lead singer had the bright idea "lets go crazy and jump in the crowd. a bunch of crazy skinheads were there, and beat the fuck outta him. he left, all bloody on his face. it was halrious. cause thats what happens when going hardcore goes wrong.
at this point we figure toasters are next. no theres one more band called the playa's. we didn't have much hope, at this point, we really just wanted the toasters. but this band the playa's were fuckin great. even match with the toasters with the toasters winning by just how cool they are live. but the playa's were just like....hrmmm. they have the cool feel of like the pietasters and planet smashers. which is write up my alley right there. and they got mad props for covering "date rape" by sublime. which they did flawlessly. which earned cred all around. so the time was well spent, and prob made that show how excellent.
the toasters then came on. and i mean there the toasters. all the members where there. buck, ruby, sledge, buford. and i mean it was just so good. i could sing along to every song and i even herd mona which i had waited for. by far the best time i have ever saw the toasters. at warped tour they got fucked cause of little time, and during august they didn;t have everybody. this time it was soo great. i mean just every song was so nice. u can't put words on it. its was just tight.
3 highlights
1. Toasters or course
2. The Playa's
3. Talking to the guys from the naked citizens outside whilest missing that other shitty punk band
3 low lights
1. Juipter sunrise (gunshot to the face)
2. Lack of cool toasters shirts, no hoodies :(
3. no 2-tone army (i was really hoping they played it)
3 surprises.
1. The PLaya's
2. How good skaboom is (the album i bought by the toasters)
3. how a little bit of nurishment can make u feel soo much better (after the show)
so that was my whole week.........and now the get up noise |
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| my week |
[Apr. 11th, 2004|07:18 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| | burnt out | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | its a wonderful life - bandits of the acoustic revolution | ] |
i figure since i woke up at 11 and had to go to work at 12, i should just update on sunday when i'm bored. and so here it is, the week in review.
*news music*
last saturday: i worked practically the entire day, so nothing entirely great was going to come of it. besides me getting done with the dishes really fuckin early. so we left at 10:15, so i went to go hang with timmy and jimmy for bout an hour. after words i went to sarahs where ang was. so i hung over there. and went back at like 4, cause the god damn day light savings threw me the fuck off so i booked home and luckily i didn't get in trouble.
Last sunday: another exciting day at work.... hardly. i can't think of anything intresting that happened honestly. so i'll just say that it prob sucked. i was thrown off by the damn daylight savings.
monday: i had a day off so i spent with it ang but i didn't stay the whole time, i think maybe i had band practice, but i had it wendsday. i think maybe i just went home so i could have time with the rents. which i barley do. but i mean i figured over break i'd see ang at least once. boy was i ever wrong.
tuesday: by request i was asked to pick up pete, i obliged. it was too bad. i filled up my gas, and it last to today(sunday) i was actually quite inpressed the entire week at how long it would take for it to go low. that was the most exciting thing that happened, except for report cards, i did mondo well. i'm failing american govt. but that class is mondo hard. so i'm not worried. plus they haven't seen it. and then it was the last day of school. before break. actually tueday wasn't that bad lol.
wendsday: first day of break, i had band practice, we played some cool tunes we haven't played in a while, and it felt fun to play them again. always a nice feeling. i told jeff bout my hello rockerview movie. i belive a movie can be based on that album, if anyone is intriged i will inform u, just im me.
thursday: me, gus, ed, and buck all went to gus's house and recorded fuckin sword fights, it was mad cool, cause we had fuckin awesome moves. and gus is gonna add light saber effects and it'll be real cooooool. i feel like a nerd for this post. but i don't care, cause it was mad cool.
friday: hung out with ang for a few hours. i was hoping that we had more time, but she promised to hang with sarah, i had thought i was interupting girl time. i wasn't. but we hung out. looked for my prom stuff. she was sorta in a rotten mind frame. cause she didn't wanna go to the club that night. i still haven't talked to her since friday. sorta bummed over that. afterwords i went to see the toasters. needless to say i will cover that in another post. too much to write bout it. lets just say i rly enjoyed myself.
saturday: i woke up mad late and realized i had work at 12. so i booked got to work.long day, worked till 11. then drove steve home. he got fucked over by some bitch, so i conforted him for an hour or so. drove home. then went to sarah's and hung with them. ang would had come but she had to go to to long island in an emergency. somethings wrong with her grandma, i have yet to hear whats actually going on. i think shes at petes, she was going over there late anyway for dinner. but she wasn't home in time for brunch.
today (sunday) easter: had brunch with sarah rj, ian and jen, like i said ang was gonna come but she had an emerengcy to tend to. so she couldn't come. that automatically started the suckiness of today. the brunch was ok, everyone was late, so i sat there for 20 minutes by myself, then ian and jen came. ten minutes later sarah and rj came, ten minutes later ian and jen left, 10 minutes later the rest left. idk if it was just me, but the burnch was a failure for some reason. maybe it was the rush or something. but then i came home did nothing, realized today sucked, granted the rest of the week ruled. maybe i'm just burnt out. actually i know i'm burnt out. so thats my week.
ang notes: yeah i haven't seen her basically all week. and i guess those things just happen. sylvana on the net all the time increases the chance of me not talking to her. and the fact shahola has ball sack for service makes it hard for me to call her cell phone. so i mean its just rough. sunday was 7 months, and it awesome cause ang and me have now gone farther then i have with any girl ever. i love that woman. i really really do. i hope she comes over tomarrow. that would definatly rule.
i have a toasters thread to write.
i'm off for now |
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| maybe its a weekend thing |
[Apr. 3rd, 2004|10:33 am] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| |  peaceful | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Bad Town - Operation Ivy | ] |
seems like the only time i can update this thing is the saturday before work. oh well, its an addiction i guess. so the week in review was nothing really. to tell you the truth if i could remeber most of it i would recall it, lets take a look see:
Sunday: i worked with this crazy metalhead guy, who was as annoying as fuck (as u can imagine, fuck is quite annoying). that was about the highlight of that day, work seems to keep me busy, along with that i get paid mad money.
Monday: i dropped off angie at her house, and hung around with her family till bout 6:30. her sister is mad cool, but shes wasting her time with some guy and on the net, so i descided to write a little song bout it. needless to say, she was laughing so hard she was crying. after words i went to shatts for practice. it was all good. jeff is becoming quite a rockin trombone player. now all we need is a bassist. on a funny note: i called mr casmus a fathead. i hate him. since Pssa's were going on he wouldn't let the band rehearse. hes such a dick.
Tueday: don't recall much, i worked, nothing that great. in band we played Early Autum in cut-time, good times.
Wendsday: mr fazzino heres of the infamous Orange Lazarus Song "Daisy Buchannon", due to beth lord informing him whilest they began The Great Gasby. i told him i'd bring him in a tape.
Thursday: Jazz Fest, it was pretty good, we did stolen moments, almost like being in love, you nobody till somebody loves you, and Lulu's back in time. i think we sounded ok. but then we heard the other bands, they were pretty fuckin sick. There was this old 50 year old guy there. he played trombone with one of the bands. needless to say, he was playing so high, we thought he was a trumpet. he was amazing. on another note, the wallenpaupack band played its almost like being in love as well, same arrangement too. so we had to it 10 times better then them, just because football puts in a crazy mood with wallenpaupack. SIDENOTES: i went to altos for a flying V, didn't have it, but the guy at the counter said it was marked down at 1,000. fuck that. so i looked around. and found an ibanez that looked like it was an orange cream saver on a guitar. not the design, but the paint. and it was only 283. so i'm definatly gonna get that.
Friday: had quite the busy day after school. had to go get my paycheck. cash it, bring angie to the pharamacy, get the op Ivy cd(awesome cd, but i got Hard Band For Dead by the toasters too, both totally rule!), drive ang back to petes house in woodlands, and get back to work, in an hour. i almost made it, but the traffic in port sucked. so i didn't make it. oh well. work was sick. we left at 11:30, ya the crazy metal head guy got fired for basically being annoying and cut work. so i don;t have to worry bout him. other than that, we were shorthanded, so it sucked. i got home, called ang, all her tests went well, so i was happy bout that. i think were gonna take another in a few weeks, just so things are cool. but ang had her sister diana sleeping over, and were trying to bond, so we didn't talk long. so that was the week.
Ang notes: this week really was good with us, we sorted out some prom shit. tonight i'm going to hang out with her after work at her friends house. it shall be delightful. and with her tests all being good, should make to be great times with us. the 11th is 7 months, which i'm really excited about.
Band/Ska/Shows notes: Toasters on the 9th, i have mad money now to spend. i'm definatly going to buy Skaboom. maybe new york fever if there no crazy bootlegs there selling. new shirt or hoodie. a toasters hoodie woudl fuckin rule so much.
well thats all really. maybe i'll update soon, or if not then next saturday for sure.
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| all work and no play makes me so i can't update |
[Mar. 27th, 2004|10:02 am] |
with the beginings of a job and me coming home late at night, it has cause me to be stingy on journal entries, so bare with me if u care to read about my life, i'm quite busy nowadays, well not even busy just out. anyway.
me and ang are doing pretty good right now, last night we were gonna see dawn of the dead, but lack of funds caused us to go to this discount theatre. which in the long run ruled!. the tickets only cost 3.50 each and the movie theatre was ours all alone to ourselves. only downside is that u have to see a movie a little older. since we didn't wanna see catch that kid we saw "club dread". its made by the same ppl that did supertroopers. they do this monty python kinda thing where all of the guys are in the same movie. but let me tell ya. it probably was the funniest stupid humor movie ever. at times its so rediculos its not even funnyk, but it is. so it was all good times lasty night. we hav e had a mixed week. beginning of the week she was all bummed, now she seems to be in a really good mood, which makes me happy. i try to make a positive influence on heras much as i possibly can. sometimes its works, sometimes it don't. but were good now. prom was a prob for a bit, but i think now were cool with everything. i'm gonna look like a mad ganster. last year i wound up looking like jack the ripper, and i just looked really shitty. but i'm goin all out now, brand new fadorah and all, it should be rather kickin
on the work side, everything seems to be going rather well. i met some cool port kids. i met these 2 twins, named timmy and jimmy, and one plays bass and one plays giuitar, ussually after work i go there and we jam for a while. and i met these other kids eric goble and steve cooley. there mad cool too. cooking chickens aren't that hard. but i have to go in at fuckin 12 today which can lick my sweatey asshole. don't feel like going in today but i have to. bummer for me.
in band news. nothing really, we need a bass player really badly. and some shows, and a demo, and so much more. theres a local show with a lot of bands playign in april. i want to play it, but its nearly impossible with everyone is college. i'm gonan talk to em see if they want to.
i'm off END TRANSMISSION |
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| can't talk, can't move, caused i'm paralyzed by ur love |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|11:17 am] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| | bummed | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | lovers of loving love - the aquabats | ] |
its sunday morning and i work at 4. it sucks but i need to make the money. it seems like whenever either me or angie have jobs i go through this feeling of me being lonely, or she never wants to hang out or something. i started working thursday, i come home and she is the most depressed i've ever seen her. she wants to get something. and she can't have it. and she had been waiting for a while to get it. shes saved up all her money. and shes waited god knows how long to get it. some people that are in charge of it, told her she has to wait another 6 months to get it. and she was quite upset. saying she doesn't want to go to prom and graduation and all that jazz. which i mean thats her buisness if she don't want to. i can't her to go, she has her heart set on not going. so i mean whatever. and it doesn't help that thursday was 6 months for us, its big for me, i have never gone past 6 months with a girl. so maybe its a big deal for me. but i mean she was all depressed. and like i had to work untill tuesday. so i mean it doesn't help either. plus that shes doesn't tell me a damn thing in school either she waits till i get home. but i get home so damn late. and either its too late for me to call, or shes on the phone or her sister on the net. and i try to hang out with her. but it don't happen. i asked her if she wanted to come to band practice, that wasn't happenin. she said she was in a crappy mood and didn't wanna do anything. and i had to go to band practice. it was the last one before burd and briggs left. and i like to cherish the times there here. but she didn't wanna go, so i was bummed bout that. but today i figure before she was gonna go to the mall i would come by and hang with her, even if it is only like 2 hours. cause time is time. she said it would be a waste of a few hours. and then out of nowhere she says she has to go right this second. it just didn't make any sense to me and totally baffled me. idk, maybe its just me, i don't like having to feel this way. i never have to. like a feeling that something isn't right. and i get all worried and such. its happened one other time before, and it didn't turn out so great around this time. maybe i'm just paranoid. all i know is i can't wait for tuesday. so i can actually chill with her. |
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| Official KFC employee |
[Mar. 10th, 2004|10:25 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| | Awesome | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | 1234 1234 - catch 22 | ] |
after months of being jobless, going into places being rejected, trying to student teach, and precious gas dollars, i finnally have found a job. Working along with the col. himself. today i was hired by the kentucky fried chicken corperation as there new cook. now i really can;t cook as it is anyway. but i guess they train me in that. i mean kfc isn't nearly as bad as all the others.
First off, no drive thru which is awesome, i don't have to worry about *whah whah whahaha whahahaawhawa* all day and night. Second of all, its in port, so i don't hae to worry bout any dv kids, and if anything i could just make new friends. Thirdly, the hours are pretty kickin'. they open at 10:30, they close at 10. i'm glad cause i won't be getting out at like 1:30 in the morning. the max is like 11:00, and then its only a half hour drive, then to my nice warm bed. 4th, i get up to 6 bucks worth for my break. i get to order anything up to 6 bucks, and i mean granted most of it is all chicken, i prob won't have it all the time, they ussually have sick biscits, and mashed potatoes, and even mac and chesse. so as of right now i am in a good postition. although i have these things to worry about
1. the pay is only 5.50 an hour. which sucks, but everything might work out if i went to macdonalds instead. but at macdonalds i would be there mondo late, and maybe even in the morning. plus they might give me days. but the shitty thing, is number 2. 2) i get paided once every two weeks. talk about sucky. i have to learn to manage my money. i mean, i owe so much debt to ppl., although i think i might do my idea and take everyone out to dinner at like a restuarant, thats the ppl i owe money too at least. 3. its port. its dirty, smelly, its dirt fuckin jervis.
but reguardless i'm quite optimistic. i mean its cash reguardless and u have to pay ur dues. and i'm gonna pay mine. END transmission |
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| laz back in full force |
[Mar. 8th, 2004|08:51 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | never going back to new jersey - less than jake | ] |
orange lazarus was back in full force today. burd told the band that when he was in millerville, he left his sax at home. so all he had was his bass. and him and his room mate started a band.....but not just any band, the dreaded "E" thats right ladies and gentleman. maybe its just cause he had to get out his musical being without his sax. maybe he'll remeber it this time and not forced back to the dreaded "E". but his blood is in the ska. i don;t think he will go back to it. the only good part of it, is he became a farily decent bass player, so when jeff wants to play the trombone, burd can just play the bass. so it all works out mondo awesome.
we wound up recording things on a new tape deck so it sounds sorta different. we got down the newer tunes and some old classics. briggs is trying to convince me when we actually do record, we wants to do some cool lead stuff, except i rly wanna do lead stuff as well, but i'm not rly that good at it yet. thats my only downfall rly. i can't wail. i wish i could. like i can do cool blues stuff. but thats rly the only thing. and i don't see OL rockin out like SRV. anyway back to practice.
i really like this one song i wrote "Emozilla vs. skathera". yes the epic battle. its rly easy to play for the horns, which is a plus for them, but its sounds like aquabat tune. which is always a plus, cause we all know aquabats kick major ass. plus we did dirty pool which is a rockin ska-core song. i get to use distortion (self high five). for good or for awesome we did, its sorta mellow, little along the pietasters side, one inch punch which is the greates instrumental in the world, and all the old favorites. its great having the guys up again. teh best stories i have is with the band. just being at practice and having burd yell at briggs when the downbeat is. good times. OL back in the swing of things
in other news, me and angie are still iffy about the other night, i think things are getting better, but she was pissed off all day, she cooled down towards the end of the day. which i'm glad, in fact i'm off to call her right now. i hope shes not on the phone. she prob is though. but i shall try. so i leave u with this...... |
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| i hate fighting |
[Mar. 7th, 2004|12:18 am] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | macho nachos - mad caddies (turnuptheska.com) | ] |
*whipes dust away from monitor* holy crap for crap, its been a long ass time since i have updated this biotch. anyway heres our top stories
my darling gf came back from flordia. she brought me back a anhk necklace, its soo kickin. i love it, its just like how my tattoo will be when i get it. so me and angie have been spending time together a lot recently, althought tonight we had a fight. i hate the feeling of fighting. i just rly wish we coudl never scuffle and everything be awesome all the time. but sadly, that would be a sickening relationship, and the only way to make things better is if u talk about them and let things out. she has told me she thinks she is a shitty girlfreind. man how wrong she is about that. god if she could just understand how i feel everytime she smiles when i look into her eyes. it practically give u chills down ur back. at least it does for me. and the entire time i wish i could had just held her the whole time. i think things are good again though. at least i hope so, doesn't affect her tomarrow when she goes over some guys house.
speaking fighting, about 15 hours incounting untill my dad goes on a rampage and kills me, because i'm apprently the worst kid ever who only cares about himself. and since i have a hard time breathing in the morning when i'm sick. and not being able to see 2 babys in a car. i am the worst kid ever apprently. oh well. its happens. only real things going on. only other thing is that OL is back up from college. where practicing tomarrow before i get beat so that should be fun. well i'm tired and depressed. off to bed i go. plus my computer keeps crashing anyway so i might as well |
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| Christ-o-palloza 2004 |
[Feb. 27th, 2004|11:28 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| |  satisfied | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | piss and moan - big bad nobodys | ] |
so i went to see passion of christ last night with ed, needless to say, mel gibson is going to hell. everyone is in a big hoopla over it being anti-semetic. now i don't think its anti-semetic, although i do believe it rly doesn't make the jews look very good. its one of those things that i think, if nobody would had said anything about it, i think ppl would had felt anti-semetic. i think since jewish protesters said something, it kinda made everyone look back and say "oh wow their right". so i don't think anti-jewish settlement will be brought up upon. now that my serious tagent is over i can get into it.
jesus got fucked up so bad. but in the end he looks wicked awesome. like honestly the worst part of the movie was when he was getting whipped. i won't give anything away, but thats the most intense part of it. the cruxification scene was the crazy scene, cause a lady actually had a heart attack watching the flick. so the anticipation was what killed ya (no pun intended). but the acutal scene, althought very brutal, its no worse than castway. when tom hanks has to take an ice skate and jam it, into his gums, to knock a tooth out, now thats hardcore-melchor my friends. the worst part was the first nail through his hand. cause u see it. but still i think the cruxifiction wasn't that bad.
what really really sucked, was while the movie went on, a mentall handicaped guy was in there, making a lot of noise. we tried to very hard to just bite our tounges, but once we herd someone else laugh, me and ed were done. i mean try watching such a serious movie like the passion and having a special friend just hollerin'(for lack of a better word) and causeing a ruckus. good times had by all
christ-o-palloza rocked. next year i'm totally gone get there an hour early to the see the opening act though. 5 outta 5 stars. END TRANSMiSSION |
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| ska is dead |
[Feb. 24th, 2004|11:28 am] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| | bell rang | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | BELL RANG! | ] |
on the light side of things, i saw the ska is dead tour on sunday. god damn i do belive we have found a winner for the best show ever. i mean there were quite the disappointments. but there were also some awesome acievements.
the people:
Orange Lazarus (minus burd who broke his hand, feel better buddy)
Kate
Pidge
Amanda
Lauren
Elly (but she went with her boyfriend)
we had no problems getting up there. but the problem was we got there late, although the ticket said that it started at 8, it still started at 7. we missed the schematics. they only have a few more shows left and we missed them. i was quite pissed off at that. but it picked up after we walked in. because low and behold, The Planet Smashers were next. i was also quite impressed by how quickly the bands set up.
The Planet Smashers were almost as good as the pietasters. and the pietasters are hard to follow, in book at least. they played "never gonna drink again" "skate or die", i even got up on stage and sang for "super orgy porno party". that freakin kicked ass. its such a rush to get up on stage and sing and skank and everthing. after they got off i got a picture with the lead singer/guitar player and the sax player of the band. they commended me for being mondo cool and keeping the pit in order. and i got a shirt. i plugged the band to them, cause if we could ever hang out with the planet smashers and play a show i would die.
Big D and the kids table. all i have to say (clears throat).
HE LOOKS LIKE GARY FROM THE FASTLANE (not that theres anything wrong with that. but its just creepy)
Mustard plug was sick. it was really tough the decipher who was better, the planet smashers, or mustard plug. i think i like mustard plug that much is because i have a personal connection with them, more so everytime a girl breaks up with me, i listen to em and it makes me feel better. speakin of which it was the first time i had been up around the area since sam broke up with me, quite frankly i'm surprised i remember as much as i do. but reguardless mustard plug played freakin awesome, but planet smashers were the best.
catch 22 could shit on a microphone and sacrafice a chicken on cd. they are still such a sick band live. reguardless of how they have come as a band, i still think dinosaur sounds is a really good record. i like it alot. ryan from catch is such a stoner it seems like, once i get the picture i'll show ya. and kevin is the most ghetto trumpet player ever. but there still sick. (awesome note: they played riding the 4th wave, and day in day out, big props)
for the summery of it
3 highlights
1. Getting picture with planet smashers
2. planet smashers in general
3. Skank by numbers by mustard plug
3 lowlights
1. No Schematics
2. Big D and the kids table
3. 700 lbs moshers, not skankers
3 Suprises
1. catch 22
2. keeping order in the catch pit
3. how cold it was
bell rang, i'm out biotch |
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| my baby has left |
[Feb. 24th, 2004|10:57 am] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| | busy | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | sarah typing next to me | ] |
I have been quite busy over the last few days, so busy enough where i'm writing two entires today just to justify how important they are, plus mr robbins is letting us use the lab tops so thats pretty rockin within itsself. so if u don't wanna read about my love life, please go to the next entry
my baby angie left for flordia on sunday. except on saturday i hung out with her for 12 hours. and may i say there was not a dull moment. ussually when u spend enough time with a person the day sorta drags and there are lots of moments where u sit in pure scilence and say "what now". that was not the case saturday, although some could say is because while i was there i took a hour and a half nap. but naps are crazy for me. i have to be so sure of myself at the house for me to take a nap. i've been scared since aly kroner told me a story bout burd.
apprently when aly and burd were going out she told me that all he would do is eat and go to sleep. she told me this about a year ago, and it wasn't so much that she told me, it was that her dad told me, and scared me so much that i thought i could never take a nap at a girls house ever. it was an entire year before i could do it, and i did. i mean thats how much a trust angie. i mean it wasn't thhat i was really tired either. its just that i had been exhausted. and we really didn't do much, we watched trainspotting ( she told me she had seen it but she was in that movie. we also watched lady and the tramp. that movie is actually sorta funny when u watch it but watch for certain things.
when she left it hurt because i knew i wasn't gonna see her for 10 tens, so i now i have to go through 8 more gruesome days of being bored off of my ass. maybe i'll go find a job. so that way when she comes back i can be at the airport with flowers waiting for her. yeah. maybe thats what i'll do. |
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| new comp |
[Feb. 19th, 2004|06:27 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | ohichyo - kemuri | ] |
i haven't written in here in practically all week. time for an update.I am definatly writing this on a new computer right now. well its not really new its the older computer my dad and stop mom had, and they gave it to me cause my older comp suck fuckin balls. got everything new cept for the monitor. new printer, new mouse, new keyboard everything, it kicks so much ass. its about time too, i wanna start playing games on my computer, i never could on other pc's. so maybe i'll finnally be able to play halo (Self hi-five)
online i found the most kickin radio station ever. its www.socalpiss.com. internet ska radio. 24/7. its quite awesome. i'm listening to it right now, currently the suburban legends are on. but i'm sure that will end by the time i'm finished writing in this. i began to ask myself what socalpiss meant. so cal itself its easy,and its not social, you know who u are lol. its southern california. but the piss is what throws everybody, but i think i got it figured it out. southern california permanent internet ska station. now i mean it may sound cheesy, but i think that what it is.
speakin of the ska, the band is coming up from college this weekend, or just briggs, poor burd is stuck at millersville still we can have band practice if jeff is feeling better. hes got a case of mono, i feel bad for the poor kid. it must suck so bad. i mean he has barely been to school as it is anyway. he told me he might miss an entire semester. but that won't stop him for sunday. SKA IS DEAD! oh man gonna be so sick. although on a downer, well actually 2, i only have 15 dollars to spend, which, i'm sorry to say to the schematics, will be spent on mustard plug. and 2: the pietasters aren't playing anymore. damn chancetheatre.com, suckerin me in. but reguardless it will be a good time had by all.
breakin away from one love of my life to the other love of my life, my darling angie. i went over there on tuesday. all the couples were there again. its fun having all of us there. cause i think everyone else branches off of everyone elses love. so we get all lovly dovey. which is fun. angie is the greatest cuddler ever. when she gets in the mood i could sit there with her and just stare into her eyes for days. i mean we have scuffles but i mean who don't. we had one yesterday just bout me being dumb. but it never is too crazy, which is good. i must go now, i have to find cd keys for red alert 2.......and now, the get up noise |
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| However far away, I will always love you |
[Feb. 15th, 2004|06:19 pm] |
| [ | How I Feel |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | love song - 311 | ] |
i'm currently watching feild of dreams, this is such a spectacular movie when it comes right down to it. its so freakin werid it makes it fantastic, i'm watching this because i was throughouly (speliing error) dissapointed with the daytona 500. i hate dale earnhardt jr with a passion, hes not near the racer his father was, and hes a douchebag. so my hatred oy, gets me flustered.
Valentines day was everything i expected it too be. i enjoyed myself a whoel bunch. reguardless it almost didn;'t go down. i called my darling up on saturday morning. i asked her when she was gonna come over so we could hang. i call her and shes almost in tears, shes not allowed to go out. nearly killing our plans. thats when depression sunk in......(sad face). anywho. milady calls me back up saying shes allowed to go back out. at this point i'm freakin cause i didn't have her flowers. and whilest i' m out i tell this group we were with that we are still game for tonight. so i come home wait a while, she shows up. we sorta just hung and appreciated our company for once, it was great. we watched final destination...creepy ass movie. so we get done with that, and we head down to the place where we shall be sleeping for that night, thats her friend sara's house. all couples there so affection was all game. we just sorta hung there for a while and watched boondock saints (kick ass movie)but the best part is just being there with her. being able to smell her hair when i wake up in the morning. putting my arm around her whilest she gently sleeps. it rly is the mosty awe inspiring thing ever.
we had brunch this morning which went off without a hitch. i used to hate mount haven so much but there startign to get better. me and my baby ate with her friends untill i had to say goodbye. she drove me home. she wanted me to come to the club with her, but my dad needs me to drive him somewhere early. i can tell it bugged her. and after i cam back from the race she was all upset, she said it was from other things that i care not speak. but she rly scared me. when she upset, i get upset, so i say to my lady who is not with me tonight that i love her and i always shall |
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